Have you guys ever felt that over a time so many unexpected things happen with you and you just stay standing gobsmacked. Well your not the only one…I honestly feel like everything is going wrong for me at the moment and I don’t know where to look or what to do. I’m having trouble with my job, having trouble with family and all sorts. Sometimes I feel it gets too much to handle. The worst at the moment is I’m still trying to recover from a break up. So how do you handle a break up???
Well I started to drift away from my loved ones thinking it would be easy. It was the wrong thing to do…gosh I wish I told my mum about it first. When I told my mum about my break up, the way she hugged me and told me everything is going to be okay is all I needed. She ran her fingers through my hair and comforted me to make sure I was okay, but something was still incomplete for me. Being in a relationship for nearly 2 years with your best friend is a big thing. It was crazy I thought I knew everything about him…turns out I was living in a dream world and the truth wasn’t what it seemed. It was like I was living a lie the whole time, and I still feel I am.
The worst thing that was said by him was ‘can we still be friends???’ Like what?!?!?!?!!? NO!!!! I was dreaming of marrying this growing old with him and instead of an apology he says he wants to be friends. ERGHHHH.
For all my girls that are going through a break up even for you guys. When someone starts to lie to you and you let it go thinking its a blip; that is when things go downhill. Trust me I regret doing this and ignoring all the signs. Be yourself and be true to yourself. When you start to lie to yourself about something your whole life becomes a lie for that time. You know what kind of a person you are and you should be proud.
So let’s all get through this. If you can relate like share and comment guys and just let free. Don’t sit at home crying or sulking. Dare to do something. Blogging is my way of overcoming this…what’s yours?!
Adilah Sheikh 